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okay so the thing is that i have this "other" women in my life that being the ex.now not only does my hubby have history with this women but so do i ,let me try to explain....
I'm finally getting the hang of this!
I wrote in my previous post about the ex calling my cell phone to harrass me...well she has tried all day to reach my SO without success...he's not talking to her. He's got enough stress from his job right now, and just can't deal with her. So yet again, she calls me.
As I said before, only my so and his ex-wife call me on this phone...so I knew it was her...it always comes through as "Private Number."
So this time instead of letting it go to voice mail, I answered it in a very enthusiastic voice...
Well, we heard from Andrea tonight ... she said she's getting ready to enroll Jacob in Montessori ... gees, I don't know how that woman thinks she can afford it given she was 2.5 months behind on daycare now, and almost 4 months behind on the HELOC. This isn't the first time for either ... she was 2 months behind at the previous daycare, and just 4 months ago was almost 6 months behind on the HELOC.
I'd like to start with a public apology about my last post...where I sort of lost it at the end. *sigh* It just came out of me....the pain, anger, regret, the lost hope.
It's stupid, really; I never wanted to be a friggin' saint or anything. No, I wanted to be Mary Poppins. You know, a good mommy-person that added light and fun and life lessons here and there.
Time to tidy up...spoon full of sugar. All that good stuff.
But maybe without the chimney sweeps and the roof-top dancing; I'm scared of heights and hate being dirty.
Oh well.
i have just reread my previous blogs to help clarify my thoughts thus far.
i found that when just jotting down facts like my first blog it is so easy to sound content but you by pass all the true hard feelings and mental hurt that these simply facts cause. as i found when i wrote my second blog it felt a lot darker and more real as i got to try and fill in the blanks that just by giving facts causes.
My SO and his wife have been separated 3 years...we've been living together for one. Met through his daughter who really loves me well after they were separated. STB ex-wife didn't care at all about trying to get him back until I came into the picture and then she went all out this past Nov. Has tried and pulled everything to try and get him back, including totally alienating his kids. Their marriage had been over for years even before he left.
Yet another installment. Again, I begin by saying that anyone just stumbling upon this blog might be confused without having read the previous posts.
My then-boyfriend and I broke our lease at the rental house in the suburbs after only 6 months. Many things led to this, including the dead rabbit and my dad's passing, but I won't go into all of them. I moved back into town with my sons, as did he and his daughter.
Ok everyone my SS is playing the guilt game on my husband and now things are getting worse between us. My SS is doing the "oh I"m so sorry for breaking you up it's all my fault I'll work on getting better but I'm sick and you have to just give me time." OMG that is such a load of crap he is a compulsive lier and has pulled this one before. My husband is pulling back from us saying my SS is telling him that he feels abandoned by me just like his mother did it too him.
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it's funny i just had i thought after posting my last blog(for thoses that have read it i'm sorry for the length).
but for as long as i can remember i have wanted to offer c absolutly everything that my boys have had even though she doesn't live with us and her visits only work out to about 23% of the year and i always wanted her to feel she had a place at our home no matter what happened. c was also the reason that my hubby and i had decided not to have anymore kids just incase she ended up living with us, we didn't have the room for 4 but also the costs etc.