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Update on my Panic battle

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Fri, 06/01/2012 - 10:32am

So I was "diagnosed" with panic disorder May 22nd with mild ptsd. I had a follow up appointment Tuesday with a lady at the clinic who referred me to counseling and cheap doctors.

WELL, needless to say being poor in America and NOT having children makes a bit difficult to get any sort of health treatment so I was on the phone ALL day yesterday. I called the counseling (it was a Christian Group) they got me in within an hour for patient intake and I now have 5 sessions that I have to set up so that is GOOD.

Anyone seen this? Sick. Just sick.

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Fri, 05/25/2012 - 1:06pm

https://truthaboutlorihandrahan.wordpress.com/

Apparently this woman has a facebook page called "save mila" and other social networking pages dedicated to "saving her abused daughter".

More like a bitter crazy BM making up stories that the system isn't taking seriously because they can see through her bull so now she is on a mission to ruin her Ex's life and her daughters life publicly.

Had my assessment this morning

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Tue, 05/22/2012 - 3:14pm

It went okay, I was starting to feel a bit off when we walked in but the social worker was really nice and I didn't get any judgemental vibes off him if you know what I mean, so I was put at ease and could answer his questions without throwing up or anything.

Basically he just asked me a bunch of questions, wrote things down and after about an hour of this we were done. He told me that according to the screening I have Panic Disorder and mild PTSD.

The next few months should do wonders for my anxiety :)

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Mon, 05/21/2012 - 5:18pm

Well my assesment appointement is bright and early tomorrow morning at Community health...joy. I get to talk to a shrink for 2 hours apparently to see if I even qualify for treatement, who knew there was a stipulation on just how crazy you have to be before they help you??

In other news, SO went to friend of the court last week and filled out the form to request to go in front of a mediator/referee in regards to him getting more visitation along with other things.

O/T finally getting some help

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Fri, 05/18/2012 - 12:58pm

So I made a call Wednesday to our Community Mental Health and now have an appointment next Tuesday for a two hour assessment to see if I qualify for treatment there. UGH.

I am just so sick of these panic attacks, literally every day now and then I'm down for the rest of the day. I can't drive anymore, I don't like to be home by myself. 5 months of this nonsense and I finally made the call to get some help Sad

BM: "she doesn't get naps here"

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Tue, 05/15/2012 - 11:30am

SD is 2 and a halfish, she will be 3 in November. When we have her she gets up in the morning around 8, nap time for an hour or two around 1 and bedtime at 9. Pretty straightforward and she does it without complaint.

SO went to pick SD up from BM at 3 yesterday.

BM: I didn't feed her lunch because you said you were coming at 2. (He said he was running errands in her town at 2 and he would text her when he was done)

1 month and 3 days to go...

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Mon, 05/14/2012 - 2:02pm

So as most of you know, last June BM got a restraining order on me. It was absolute bullshit, I fought it and I lost.

Back story is SO's uncle was getting married and SO had volunteered to work the wedding (bartending and music). It was a Saturday night, before they had a CO in place so BM was still forcing him to take SD whenever she wanted and then using the "you don't love your daughter" nonsense.

Insistant Stupidity WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS GIRL?!

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Submitted by IAmALady77 on Mon, 05/07/2012 - 5:13pm

Remember the whole situation where BM told SO he was taking SD next monday instead of Sunday because it was mothers day? Remember then her threatening to call the police and them putting him in jail monday if she found out he was at work?

After SO telling her REPEATEDLY that he will take SD monday she still won't give up.

She texts him today: what days do you have off work?

I told him it was none of her damn business but he asked her why anyway.

Her response?: So I know what day you can take SD other than monday.

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