Last night SS15 asked if he could stay the night over at one of his old friends from when he lived here's house today. DH has one of his 24 hr shifts starting this morning, so he wasn't against it since he won't be home anyway and it gives me the night off. I just asked SS to give me the mom's address and phone number in case we need to reach him and can't get through. 

Things have been interesting to say the least. 

DH's schedule sucks right now. He works from 5am-4pm Mon-Fri. Then every 4th day (including weekends) he has a 24 hr shift. So for example if his 24 hr shift is on Tuesday, he will leave at 4am Tuesday and not get home until around 5pm Wed. 

This was not going on when we booked the tickets and it will be going on all summer so we couldn't have just pushed things back. Not taking summer was not an option and he isn't allowed any leave time due to the travel bans and current workload. We just have to deal with it. 

I texted her at 9:50 asking if he made it on his flight. I texted a "?" at 10:26. It is now 11:42- I soooooo badly want to text again and say:

It is pretty sad that you are so petty and insecure you would rather no one know if SS is safe on a plane than just tell me "Yes" after you were already informed that "DH" would not be able to receive calls, texts or emails this morning. I called the airline so I am aware he is on- you need to grow up. I will do the decent thing and let you know when I pick him up from the airport this evening. 

I am sitting here feeling overwhelming dread. Anxiety. Depression too I think, my kids leave for 10 weeks in 7 days.