I just want them to go away, and I don't want to have to raise BM's kids for her because she is to selfish and lazy to do it! I just feel hate seething inside me not only at the sight of these kids but even the thought of them makes my blood boil! I don't want them,I don't like them I want the best for them and I don't want that job! I just feel like screaming at them to get out of my house and to never return, I hate them!! What am I going to do!?

I hate them, I know thats bad but I hate them! just the sight of them makes me seethe with hate and anger. they destroy my house over the weekend dirty every dish then complain the house is dirty and there is nothing to eat!!!! we went away and left the 2 of them here because they didn't want to go with us to work, we said don't make a mess, don't be using the deep fryer, and keep the fire going!

I don't want him to live with us anymore, he is a spoiled little brat, and more than anything he is sooo lazy!!! I know 12 year olds are not pleasant, but this kid takes the cake, mouthy, disrespectful, lazy, dirty, hateful, annoying, jelous, and spiteful kid I have ever met!! I just need a break!!! It doesn't help that BM tells him he doesn't have to listen to me and she tells him lies about DH all the time.

I just feel so low, like I weigh 1000lbs I can't even function right now. What am I doing to my Bkids? SS12 does nothing in this house, no chores and DH doesn't make him do anything and if DH asks SS12 to do something he just screams at him. now my Bkids made me realize today with innocent comments how everything looks and feels to them. I thought I was doing the right thin making sure my Bkids clean their rooms, put their clothes away,do their homework, help with dishes and cleaning around the house and also give me a hand with the baby(Bkids are 9,7,5,and 8mths).