I broke the good news to DH. I had little green baby booties in my hand. I asked DH what he was getting his mom for mother's day. He was like “Idk yet probably a gift card and some flowers". I looked at him and said what about me? I took my hands from behind my back revealing the baby booties. He was so happy he had a sparkle in his eye.

DH begged me to go to a dinner with him and SD14. He has been so depressed lately and we have discussed him going to counseling. He admitted to me that he has been so depressed with the falling out between SD and I and that he feels torn between the two women that he loves. After a long conversation and looking into his puppy dog eyes I agreed to go to this dinner.

I was cleaning out the garage and found a big storage bin. It was filled with baby clothes, baby toys, baby bottles and spoons and baby shower decorations and pics. I asked DH about it. He said he kept SDs baby clothes because he has memories of her in them and her baby shower things because he remembers how happy that day was. He also kept her first set of bottles one of her first diapers out of her first box to remember how little she was. Her first spoon and empty baby jar of food.

I haven't posted in a while. I was called out for wanting sympathy for being albino. I want to be the first to say I do not want any sympathy what so ever. I was just trying to explain why BM and SD make fun of me. Thank you Fedup13 for reaching out to me and telling me I am stronger than I think I am. I need and deserve to vent.