A dear friend of mine is helping me restore and spray paint and old guitar I got at an garage sale. I have cooled off on my pregnancy blues and I want to focus on restoring this guitar to that I can play and sing to my unborn child. I have been playing acoustic guitar for 11 years but I haven't played in a about a year or so and I'm kind of rusty. But I want to practice so that when my child is born I can sing by their crib and play sweet lullabies for them. everyone tells me I have a really soft nice singing voice.

I am having his kid and yet he has been so distant lately and almost seems like he doesn't care. I told him how much I love him and I can't wait for us to have our baby and be a family. I looked him in the eye and held his hand with tears in my eyes and all he said was "Oh ok well I gotta go to the store".

SD14 called DH claiming that BM let her new BF spend the night and he creeps her out. According to SD he undresses her with his eyes when her mom isn't looking and he came behind her in the kitchen and said her hair smells good. He asked SD for a good night hug and BM made her give him one and he whispered to her that she is sexier than her mom. BM does not believe her and says she is just making this up for attention. SD is staying with us because BM said and this is a quote from her mouth " Tell DH to come get his little lying daughter I'm tired of her starting stuff".

Just went to the grocery store where I ran into BM and her new BF. This guy gives me the creeps. He use to date a girlfriend of mine and he treated her like gum on the bottom of his shoe. He just gives me the creeps. I am in no way racist but just to describe him he is African American with braided dreads he is on the heavy set side and he walks like he has a wedgie and talks like he has a frog in his throat. He looks at every girl that walks his way. I tried to hurry past him and he goes "I see someone put a bun and your warm oven mmhmm". what a creep.