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My baby shower

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My mom drove hours just to celebrate with me. My grandmother was a great planner she went above and beyond with the menu and decorations. I had a really nice time I even had some friends and family members in attendance that I haven't seen in a while. SD14 was actually nice and fun in the beginning helping set up the food and she even got a present. An onesie that says “I love my big sister". She even went out her way to print out a pin the diaper on the baby game and let us use her scarf as a blind fold.

“Can my mom come to the baby shower”?

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My baby shower is tomorrow and I'm stressing out over it. SD14 asked me if BM could come. “Can my mom come to the baby shower? No. “Why not"? I don't need to explain myself to you I said no. BM called and said SD invited her to my baby shower but she won’t come if I don't want her there. I was nice about it and let her know it’s for friends and family members only and SD has no place inviting anyone. BM took it in stride no big deal. SD14 later post on Facebook “Some people need to learn to bury the hatchet you can't go through life with a stick up your butt".

How to win this battle

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My grandmother's boyfriend has this property he is willing to sell to DH and I rent to own. It’s a four bedroom manufactured home. It’s cheaper than what we have now with a lot more space. We could have a room for the baby, a room for SD14 and even a home office for DH its perfect. Our tiny room that we have now barely functions as a room let alone a home office and nursery. My father even agreed to pay our rent and lot rent for the whole first year so that I can get situated being a new mom until I'm ready to go back to work.

Was I rude?

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SD14 had a friend over and she keep staring at me and making me uncomfortable. Like an unblinking stare. I left the room and came back and she just stared at me. I felt like an animal in the zoo or a statue in a museum. I get it I look different than most people but at 14 or 15 however old she is you would think her parents would have taught her it’s not nice to stare. She got in my face and I tried to be nice about it “Is there something on my face"? “No I just wanted to see if you had eyelashes".

throwing the used tampon coment back at her

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SD kept begging me to take her and her friend to the movies to see Insidious 2 after school because DH has work and her friend got tickets and she already said she could go. I told her to wait until the sun goes down and next time not to tell someone she can do something before she even asks. She gets all pissy because the tickets are for after school. I told her to ask her friend's mom to take them or something because I don't want to get sunburn driving to a movie or they are just going to have to exchange the tickets for a later showing.

Is this what its like to stand up for yourself

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I got up this morning feeling like the inside of a fat man’s butthole. My head hurts, I'm having vaginal soreness, and I looked in the mirror to be greeted by my new love handles and kankles. Every time I go to the bathroom I walk out and end up running right back like my bladder is playing a cruel joke. I can feel her inside of me it feels like she is stretching every five minutes. My ankles hurt when I walk and I have heartburn. I turned on the TV to some show with a pregnant woman laughing with her friends and I wanted to throw my shoe at the screen.

I'm a used tampon

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SD14 left her journal open on the living room table and written in bold black sharpy underlined is " Porcelian is a used tampon". She came and grabbed her journal because she left it by mistake. I know she wanted me to look at it. If that was an insult its kinda funny. IDK why she called me a used tampon.

Am I bieng a B?

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DH let SD14 makeb dinner because she is taking a culinary class in school and wanted to show us she can cook. She made salmon. She went overboard on the lemon juice so it taste overly sour IMO. She made a side of dry hard white rice to go along with it. I never said a mean word about her cooking I just took a few bites and washed it down with a fake smile plastered on my face.

O.T/How to get rid of ants

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SD14 keeps complaining about ants I checked her room and there are a trail of ants from her window to her corner wall. Everthing in her room has ants. Her purse wall a few of the purses have ants in them. There are ants on her laptop. I just had to smack an ant off of my arm. DH sprayed the room a few days ago and vaccumed but there back and their starting to go into our guest bathroom. How do you get rid of ants for good. I'm getting itchy just typing about it.

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