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Sour Grape Song "allelu-cha cha cha"

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Submitted by CLove on Thu, 08/17/2023 - 3:05pm

https://www.steptalk.org/blog/clove/my-head-exploding-rn-275813

Im re-reading some steptalk SOLID GOLD.

It started when I got a text from Sweetheart Niece. Shes having challenges: shes a large person of short stature with heart and breathing issues and was in rehab for a bit and had her 250,000 inheritance stolen by a "bad boyfriend".

She comes over every now and then.

Selective Amnesia Soup AKA Clean Slate Syndrome

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Submitted by CLove on Thu, 08/17/2023 - 10:34am

I am taking all the advice as given - and re reading daily to instill everything inside my brain. 

Funny story insertion.

Last night, after I came home from work a little tired, husband and I had our daily conversation about "what are we doing for dinner".

I had purchased pork ribs on sale, and we have our normal convo. He quips "and powersulk can do it tonight!" 

I got quiet and said nothing, smiled blankly and nodded vaguely.

Temper, Temper

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Submitted by CLove on Wed, 08/16/2023 - 1:20pm

If you refer to someone's temper or say that they have a temper, you mean that they become angry very easily. He had a temper and could be nasty. His short temper had become notorious. Synonyms: irritability, anger, irascibility, passion More Synonyms of temper.

Referencing my previous Blog Post, I have withdrawn much, havent given into my desire for conversation, retribution, resolution, chore doing, nada.

I DID ask the reason for the conflict that was so bad Husband had to hero out and go rescue SD17 Power sulk from big bad momma Toxic Troll.

Little Missy CPS aka "work things out incentive question"

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Submitted by CLove on Tue, 08/15/2023 - 3:54pm

Little Miss Powersulk CPS, cried and stayed home from school today, and now daddy cakes is going to swoop in and rescue her from big bad toxic troll baby momma.

Why? You arent asking, but I did, just because I am involved via paying mortgage, and here goes:

Feral Forger Sd24 who rents a room in a house nearby, has been going to new Beach Apartment and eating all the food and leaving a mess and poor little power sulk cps is being blamed for being messy.

A whole lot of fish tales

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Submitted by CLove on Thu, 08/10/2023 - 10:53am

And much like when someone tells you about the big one that got away, its just a whole lot of nothin.

After the calming therapy session via zoom last night, I felt like I was ready to melt into a puddle, happily. 

After a few terse texts about "slapping a tire on toxic trolls car at the shop and of course she will pay for it (I can tell hes ready to deal with me resisting this)" and "I think this is nothing, but Ill tell you more later", and my favorite "I dont even want her in the car with me" when I texted "oh put her in the truck bed or is that illegal, lol?"

Disease-Chasing or Real Deal?

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Submitted by CLove on Wed, 08/09/2023 - 10:10pm

Steptalkers, please send me (and us) your prayers, good vibes, light and love.

SD17 Powersulk is currently waiting in ER for a Dr to check her out for "heart palpitations".

A little background (reminder), Toxic Troll BM is a total disease-chaser and managed to fake a head injury where she was paid to sit home for a few years, then rewarded a settlement of 21k. Shes got all kinds of diagnoses and what-not. Allergies, migrains, depression, anxiety, a heart murmer, the list is lengthy.

9 months out and had "the Talk"

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Submitted by CLove on Wed, 08/02/2023 - 12:13pm

Skid is starting her last year of high school (yay), and this is the 9 month countdown (you know how it goes! Theres the 10 year, 5 year, 1 year and then the less than 1 year monthly countdown.) We had "the Talk" and I didnt initiate it! It happened after work on the day before SD17 PowerSulk CPS starts her last year of high school. Husband is sitting in the man cave watching his tv show and sipping a beer. I typically join him for a small moment and we chat. One of the reasons that Barnacle friend irritated me. Its a time for US. To TALK.

Tripping Out

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Submitted by CLove on Wed, 08/02/2023 - 11:45am

And NOT because we are in California! lol. Thinking of my East Coast steptalkers.

We are planning and going on a fun little trip happening this weekend starting Friday. Its for 3 days and its south 800 miles. Husband scheduled a fishing trip and we will have a few hours together. Its San Diego, where I went to college and lived for 15 years.

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