We are now getting updates about Ss through email from the school because hearing it over the phone was upsetting. The email said that Ss is eating only a few bites at every meal and refusing to finish it. Luckily he has stopped throwing up. He is still crying and refusing to get out of his bed all day. And he had a bad nightmare last night that needed two nurses to help calm him down. He has not spoken a word to anyone there.

I heard back from my Dh last night and this morning. He had dropped Ss off in the afternoon. As expected, it did NOT go well. From what I gathered, he was clutching on to my Dh, refusing to let go. My Dh said Ss ripped a chunk of his hair out when they had to drag him away. He was screaming and crying the whole time.

Last night Ss had a bad nightmare. He used to have them a lot more frequently before but over the last year or so, they became more sporadic. But last night was bad. He was screaming and crying. He even wet the bed. It took my Dh 15 mins down to calm him down. He was having a night terror, his eyes were open but he did not know where he was. He finally calmed down and came to his senses. He wouldn't tell us what the dream was about. We can only imagine it must have been terrible. He continued sleeping with my Dh hugging him all night.

Everything has been confirmed for Ss to join the facility next Sunday. My Dh told he would be taking Ss on a roadtrip, nothing else. Ss was very suspicious as expected. But my Dh lied through his teeth saying it was jut a trip. I can only imagine how this is going to blow up in our faces.

Ss has been improving. He has gained weight again. We don't even feel like celebrating it because we know he is going to lose it all plus some once he goes to the facility.