This three page email reminded me of how some men beat the shit out of their women then in a moment decide to kinda say something nice or do something half assed to appear that they aren't a piece of shit after all. And they wouldn't beat you if you didn't make them..... seriously that's how twisted this bitch is.

I am about to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so FED up with lies. Crazy ass BM #1 told SO that when I FIRST met SD17 (2 years ago) and I took her shopping... that I did something that damaged her. Her words were I took her and my daughter and another girl into Victorias's Secret while looking at THONG underwear I held up some lacy pair and said to HER directly. Your dad would LOVE these.......... ARE YOU FREAKEN KIDDING ME??????????

So wow..... we got 3 hours sleep last night. SS11 and SS15 are back at their mothers for her weeks for summer. While they were here SS15 left his cell phone in his shorts pocket and it went through the wash. So he has no phone. I tried everything. Used the blow dryer... put it in rice but no dice. The kids have been back at moms for 2 weeks and we have not heard a word. I have Facebooked SS15 asking him to call his dad but still nothing. Well yesterday while they were doing something SS11 brought up the fact that while they were here we took them to a waterpark.

Funny if you have followed any of my blogs you know the 411 on my SO and myself. The wedding date that came and went 2 years ago.... bla bla bla... Well last week he sat me down and told me how sorry he was for hurting me and he wants to show me he is serious and wants to be married so he threw out the month of January. Of course I was caught off guard because I have already accepted that this just will not be happening and I could finally say I was a good point of being ok with it.