Well, FDH was able to back up his words with actions. He and I talked on the ride home from work yesterday over our concerns with SD's behavior this week. I said that I was most disappointed by the shadiness of her behavior and he expressed a concern over her behavior being addiction-like in nature. And he was totally right. Some might scoff, but, internet addiction is a real thing and SD was exhibiting traits towards that.

So. I did it. I bit the bullet. I messaged my half-sister. I took the leap yesterday and sent her a message that I would have liked to receive and it wound up being a very long winded message. But, I told her a little about myself, told her that I would completely understand if she didn't want to talk to me and that this would be my only message to her if she didn't so as not to put any pressure on her.

And then, I let it slip to the back of my mind so I wouldn't be hyperfocused on facebook all day.

Tuesdays are long days in our house. FDH and I both go to work during the day, and then, we are out of the house until sometime between 7:00 and 7:30 because I have counseling at 5:30PM (he goes with because sometimes my counselor pulls him into my session with me - the hope is to get him to better understand anxiety in general and my anxiety specifically). SD knows this. This has been the case every Tuesday since November. And it is always written on the calendar in the living room of our house.

I think I had posted about this on here before, but it was likely victim to the mass wipeout that I had to perform when FDH was getting nebby and reading over my shoulder while I was on here.