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Love me dead.

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Submitted by sarahbernheart on Tue, 04/21/2009 - 7:28am

it is a song that I hear now and then on my radio, but it has hit me lately that is me, that the I have loved me dead.
So much of my life has been about giving to others, and I always believed that what goes around comes around, and I did enjoy making people happy, but ya know what...when is it my turn? when is it that people will want to make me happy-
I gave 18 yrs to a man that didnt deserve me, I gave 23 years of mothering to two boys, who I know love me but they are men now and have their lives so I am pretty much an after thought..

Unibomber may raise his grumpy head

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Submitted by sarahbernheart on Fri, 04/03/2009 - 6:44am

Ok this weekend we are having FH family down, it is FH birthday and this will be the first time his family has been to our house. Ok so the issue is, I think Unibomber may place a call to FH to see about coming over. Now remember he has been nothing but a jack ass to his dad - called his dad terrible names, treated his dad like a POS. so we told him until he apologizes he is not welcomed at our house.

prenup agreement

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Submitted by sarahbernheart on Thu, 02/12/2009 - 8:51am

I was talking to a lawyer about a prenup OMG they are so expensive. has anyone done a prenup using a software program? any words of advice?
this is my second marriage and I have quite a few assets and FH has quite a few DEBTS.
so I want to protect myself and my retirement obviously...since we all know that second marriages have a 40% survival rate.
thanks!

continue bad attitude

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Submitted by sarahbernheart on Wed, 02/11/2009 - 7:46am

so after FH oldest son was "texted" that we would not give him a ride on Sunday - FH gets a call last night from aforementioned son, and guess what ...he still thinks FH was wrong to not give him a ride and when FH tried to explain to him why BS started yelling and cussing at FH so FH hung up on him!
I thought (yeah I aint paid to think) that maybe just maybe..this could be a turning point in FSS attitude..NOPE he still thinks his dad was wrong and his dad should do whatever FSS wants.
Poor FH was very sad last night.

prodical FSS returns

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Submitted by sarahbernheart on Mon, 02/09/2009 - 11:04am

aaaahh, it is 7:15 Sunday evening and we are getting FH's 16y/o and 13y/o biokids ready to go home. LO' and behold, 19 y/o soon to be ex con bioson texts 13y/o and asks him FH will give him a ride with the others. NOW we have not heard word one from this kid since he dropped over for a ride a few weeks ago, so he is in town and can not come over to apologize for his christmas misbehavior nor apologize for calling his dad a bitch, but oh he can text his younger brother to ask daddy-o to give him a lift.

Just a thought

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Submitted by sarahbernheart on Fri, 02/06/2009 - 9:03am

I have been racking my brain and my heart to figure out my feelings when it comes to my stepkids. And one thing that comes back to me is TERRITORY, can women be territoral like males??
I mean if you look at a lion pride, a new pride leader will destroy all cubs not belonging to him. Is that how I feel, that these kids are not mine so I destroy any of my feelings for them? Is it more that all my feelings are subject to what is expected and not was is really felt?

OT He lies for stupid things

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Submitted by sarahbernheart on Mon, 01/26/2009 - 8:33am

I caught FH in a stupid ass lie and I am just confused on how I feel about it. I have caught him lying to me before, he told me he ran out of gas when in fact he went to go see his daughter, he lied to me about other stupid shit,like when he purchased a bike or talked to his ex ..this time he lied about an ipod.
one of my biosons friend left an old ipod at our house, so we put it aside to wait for that friend to come for it...well then I forgot about it

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