Again tonight DH brings up the mess with his family. A bunch of gaslight talk about how time is passing and how long will this all go on? How he doesn't feel comfortable going to his family events by himself...how he wants to talk to me about a solution. Which means I am supposed to fix it all. I held my ground that perhaps when they own up to what they all have done then maybe I would agreed to meet in a neutral place. Not on a holiday or birthday event.

Wake up this morning to DH saying that OSD and MSD are going to stop by for MSD' presents from DH. He has not seen her in about 2 years, she is the bitch that caused the whole train wreck. They were just going to meet in the driveway but still WTF. I ask him to please meet them down the road for the drive by present grab for this 30 yr old bitch. He takes offense to my request and has a hissy. He does not want to have to tell his precious girls that they can't come here

I have been having a lot of health issues lately. I mostly put it all off to stress. There have been a great many stresses this past year.
One of which being my DD 29 becoming estranged and only letting me see my GD4 once this whole year. According to my ex our DD is in therapy now and being treated for something that may have contributed to her mental state that led to our situation. I have been going to counseling to help me deal with the sadness and grief. I am not trying to contact DD, just letting go and letting God work on it for now.

Today was an exciting day. After four weeks of waiting we went to pick up our new 8wk old puppies! I was preparing for their arrival these past few weeks and up late last night setting up the initial puppy area they will be in while crate training. This morning I was up early even though I am not an early person.