So I asked him...

What is your number one priority in life?

He said: YOU...

Isn't that refreshing!....

I can't stop wearing my smile...

And not only that, but he proves it to me everyday...

And here is a little something... why i think marriage comes first...

When you have a GREAT marriage, you provide an overall stable home... consequently the kids will benefit from that.

When you focus on the children, in no WAY the marriage benefits from that...

I just have a simple question(s)...

Why did we get into this life?
Why is it that we couldn't back off early in the "getting to know the person" stage?

I know I said "YES" to all of this... and I know this is NOT how I usually sound, but right now I'm just really DOWN...

Being with a man without a constant reminder of his past (child, BM... etc...) would have been much easier... I'm jealous of all of those who have that. To the point in which it HURTS to see friends in a marriage without having to deal with all these feelings and all this BullSh!t...

Do you think Nightlights in general are OK for kids?

I seem to have a problem with them... for some reason...

Well SD5 and BS1 share a room, and he doesn't go to sleep unless is dark, otherwise he will stay playing...

SD5 sometimes claims that she is "scared of the dark", DH bought her a nightlight and I do not agree with that, I think children should sleep in the dark...

BS will be gone for about a month, and I don't want her to get used to the nightlight, and then have BS come back and not be able to sleep with light...

So... DH told me that BM was talking to him about cutting SD5's pony tail (butt length) to donate it for cancer patients... WTF??? She said that SD5 said she wants to do it but honestly I think that 5 year olds are not capable of taking decisions like that.

She is a Girly girl, she LOVES her hair long, and I'm sure saying that "she wants to do it" and actually "doing it" is different... when she sees her shoulder length hair... oh gosh...