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Holidays...

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Well, I thought for the first time since my mom passed three years ago I'd actually enjoy Christmas, since I have my first bundle of joy! I was actually looking forward to it and was excited and before I go any further I do realize that Christmas has NOTHING to do with presents, trust me, material things don't mean much to me.

I do realize

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my part of the issues here. I know I'm not a perfect step mom, I realize that, I've completely admitted to it and own up to it and I don't pretend to be perfect. I continuously let DH and the SKs know that I'm working on it and will always work on it. BUT why am I the only one owning up to having issues? Why am I the only one NOT pretending to be perfect?? Why am I the only one who is trying to grow as a person? When does everyone else own up to their issues? When does everyone else start to work on themselves? When does everyone else AT LEAST admit that they aren't perfect?

Two weeks old

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So my baby is two weeks old today. He's my first biological kid and for the first time since I've been a SM have I really realized how horrible the step kids biological mom's are. I CANNOT grasp the concept that they just leave their kids.

In a few days

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I'll be a BM !!!!! I'm being induced Thursday night and baby Isaac should get here sometime Friday morning! Which, would be my mom's 51st birthday, so it kinda worked out perfectly! Unless my blood preasure keeps rising then I'll have to go to the hospital even earlier, but I'm hoping it stays down.

I need a MIL blog....

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I seriously think that on top of having a step parent site I need a place for my MIL blog.....grrr!! My DH is an only child, his parents got divorced when he was 4 and his mom remarried a man with three kids. (Making her a step mom). DH grew up with his step brother, but his step sisters treated him like crap. Probably b/c my MIL treated him like a baby, (and still does).

Just can't sleep

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Well, it's almost 2 am and I can't sleep. My body is exhausted but I just can't seem to actually crash. I'm 37 weeks pregnant and I'm ready for the baby to get here already!! I could bitch about the step kids, they have all irritated me at some point this evening, but I'm too exhausted to try.

Nothing important, just annoyed for no reason

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So, I don't really have anything important to say, I just need to vent b/c I'm annoyed. I'm almost 9 months pregnant and been running ALL the errands with all three Skids, DH convienently forgets appointments and activities so I get stuck doing it, whatever! Anyway, they all have dentist appointments today. And they are at three different school in three different areas of our town, annoying right? Well, yesterday I go over what time I'll be picking all of them up.

I must be out of my mind.....or maybe I'm the only sane one

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So, DH finds out that SD13 has posted EXTREMELY inappropriate things on her MySpace page. Mind you, this is the MySpace account that I begged she not get b/c I was afraid of this exact thing (I told him NONE of the kids needs them and he let SS14 have it, so then I felt bad that SD13 didn't get one). AND I told him NOT to let them have the internet in their rooms b/c of this EXACT reason and of course he didn't listen and they have it in their rooms.

Last minute scheduling

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NOTHING irritates me more than this last minute scheduling B.S. The younger two SKids don't have to worry about last minute scheduling b/c of their mom only being on supervised visits but the SS14 drives me CRAZY with the last minute crap. DH and this BM dont' have a custody order or anything, they've been very good with each other about custody and letting SS decide where he wants to be (however DH paid her CS but she doesn't pay us CS)...BUT...we're a FIVE person family, getting ready to be a SIX person family and I can't deal with the last minute scheduling!

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