Some of these stories I could have written myself. Do you feel you've tried so hard and only get judged. People think you're horrible because you can't stand your sc. I've read numerous articles and let me tell you it's normal to feel this way. My current situation. I'm at my mom and step dads because ss11 decided he was going to beat on the wall after I'd got the baby to sleep. This has happened every visit lately. My hubby said it was an accident. Yeah ok. So every time was accidental. The night he was sick and slammed the toilet seat so loud you could hear it outside was an accident. He slammed it all night but didn't mean it because he was sick. HA I told my hubby nobody was going to scare my baby. That I will not tolerate it and he needs to open his eyes.