Less than two hours until I sit down face to face with bm and the court appointed therapist. I have had anxiety all day. Dh has been trying to keep me busy but the fact of the matter is, I am nervous. I don't want to do or say anything that will jeopardize dh's custody case. My plan is to sit there and smile and to answer with yes or no questions. Still if she starts screaming at me, I hope I can keep my cool. There is a lot of pent up frustration, hurt, anger, etc. Wish me luck and pray for me.