I had a wonderful weekend...I shopped, i rested...It was great....UNTIL...I came home...He was so pissed..He was mad..He told me that i need to get over my jealous behavior...That i was awful...That he paid her phone bill cause she is a college student...That he has done nothing wrong...Its all me of course...He took them out to dinner after graduation...I told him to do as he pleased i dont care anymore...He went to His DAUGHTERS graduation and i needed to just get over it...HE SAID WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO TELL THEM TO GO AWAY...So there ya go it will go on.

The FH is so pissed that im going out of town..He says that im punishing him for going to Ex step daughters graduation...That he is sorry i wasnt invited, but that it is probably best, that im not to familiar with HIS girls anyway....Oh what an ass.................I can not wait to leave this weekend...Im not even gonna answer his calls!!

Today the FH is talking about going to the Ex step daughters graduation..The one i wasnt invited to...Asking me what should he wear....Should he go buy something to wear?? And i said i dont guess you have the money since your paying for a 200.00 cell phone bill that is hers....He is tryin to rub it in my face...Or feels like he is...Im gonna go out of town this weekend..He can go to graduation and me and my girl friends are out of here...Ive had enough of the Ex and her children....I have alot to think about...

I spoke to FH and he said that onece we are married all the insurance will change...He had the chance to change it yesterday, but did not...We live together and it sort of hurts to know that he could care less what happens to me in the case God forbide something happen to him...But his ex step children will sure be taken care of...He always turns it around asn makes it my fault somehow...Like all i want to do is fight...And thats far from the truth...It just hurts that im not important..I forget that i have no place with him...