Ok so yesterday I got home around 5:30 after picking up my two older ones from school. I was surprised to see my SO home because lately he is hardly home before 8pm. He wasn't feeling so good so he came home and sent the babysitter home and he stayed with the younger two. The younger two are ages 4 and 2 ( practically 3). The four year old told my SO that for christmas he should buy me two rings and a white dress so we can get married. lol. He asked why two rings? The four year old said because...... I swear I did not brain wash him or train him to say those things.

So this weekend started out good. I got off work early on Friday and my SO was already at home because he was off. So I get home we head to the store and hung out and it was really nice. He had to work between 7-4 on Sat and that means I have no help when watching all four of the boys. He goes to work and the day isnt horrible but I was pretty bored. He gets home and he wants to go to his friends house. This friend is a good guy and I dont mind his wife but I just wanted to be with him not around a bunch of other people drinking, smoking and being obnoxious.

I do enjoy being a stem mom I really do. I love my SO's kids. The oldest I had the hardest time with but he came around and now I feel sometimes we are closer then him and my SO. Yesterday I picked him up like everyday from school and asked if he was going to boxing practice. He said yes my uncle is going with me. Okay so I take him home and he went down the street to his uncles house. His uncle is 15 and they live in the same apt complex as us. His uncle actually already left. They box at different gyms so if his uncle already left most likely my little one doesnt get to go.