2 more days til the big skids watching day! a little nervous, ill admit it... but excited to lay down the rules while dad isnt around! this is my house! literally! anyways just wanted to thank u girls (guys?) for being so bitterly honest about me watching my boyfriends kids for the night so he can go to work for the first time at his new job! if it wasnt for u with all ur hardcore advice i wouldve said,"no f*ckin way", but im gonna give it a shot, alone, and pray for the best! i mean its been 3 years so its about damn time! time to face my fears and lay down the law!

like i said in one of my earlier blogs... we get my boyfriends kids the 3 of them EVERY weekend now keep in mind this isnt court ordered it is just out of the kindness of his (my boyfriends) heart. the bm works every weekend so bc of her job or whatever reason they come here friday evening to sunday evening...

so alot of u have given me some great advice on my last blog but im still strapped for answers and have more questions.... when i notice his kids doing something "naughty" he gets upset and yells but if my bd does something naughty and shes younger than all his children she gets yelled at and sent to her room and even the tone in his voice is dif... almost like he has more tolerance for his own... im not sure.