I bitch from time to time and I wont lie this place has been my saving grace at times but is there anything positive here? I know I love my stepdaughter. I really do. She is hard to deal with sometimes....I mean she looks just like BM and BM is a cunt and we are learning how to deal with her and DS sooo acts like BM sometimes...a lot of times.....but we deal...I have been through and learned a lot over the last year and I have to wonder...(and ladies I know a lot of you tried and BM was too much..I get that, don't take this personaly) But are some of you not even trying?

SO after 2 1/2 weeks and crazy calls from BM to SD and SD goes back...nothing :jawdrop: We dropped SD7 off Tuesday night. BM didn't even look at DH even after the ear piercing and temp hair dye. No texts or angry phone calls...wondering what is making her hold her tounge...drum roll please!!! (I will let you all know what follows when the storm after the calm hits!) Anyone who has read my blog knows its coming! But SD has learned that her DAD has as much right as BM to make choices like piercing ears and dying hair. At least DH was smart enough not to have SDs hair bleached first!

I have been really noticing SD7 playing the little head games BM plays with her with BS2. I don't think she is doing it on purpose. I don't know how much she actually understands what it is her mother does to her but I am deff seeing it happen here more and more. It really bothers me. I hate watching BM do it to SD as it is. I mean when that kid got off the phone with her mother the other night after having a talk about getting her ears pierced she was so upset and crying. Her mother made her feel really guilty about wanting to have it done here.

SO after all that bullshit with BM yesterday she calls here for SD today (I didn't feel like following SD around to make sure shit wasn't being talked about me) and I let the machine pick it up. I listen to the message she left while SD was playing outside and now my driving is being put into question. For the Love of God you crazy woman! I have been in this childs life about 50% of the time for 6 yrs now. I have picked her up and dropped her off probably more than BM has. Obviously I drive with her in the car when shes here. I mean seriously!