Today it was driven home to me that for all my effort and good intentions,no matter how criminal,drug addicted,irresponsible,abusive and selfish my skids bio-parents are,i'll always be dirt compared to them.It hurts to know that for the last decade all i've been is an understudy and a walking ATM machine.I'll spend the rest of my life spreading the word,making sure no other well intentioned young man or woman falls into a similar trap like me.What a waste!