I got the approval for an apartment. It's not the greatest thing ever but it is in the really good school district and it is big enough for me and my kiddos. I had really hoped for a house to rent but in weighing out the cost of summer childcare and deposits on top of hiring movers... only have a $99 deposit instead of $1500 makes a pretty big difference to me and my meager savings account.

I told AHH that I was leaving on Sunday. I told him that I didn't want my kids to even be around him or his kid anymore. He hung up on me and we haven't spoken much since. He was trying to play nice last and took us all out to dinner and after he tried snuggling up with me. I won't lie and say that I didn't take the affection, because I did. NOt to go into TMI- there is still no sex, that hasn't happened in quite sometime. I miss the man I thought I married and he was that man last night. I know it won't last more than a week if he is playing nice. I just need to remind him that I really am leaving at the end of May. I have to say I am pretty scared of his reaction when it sinks in and he sees I am not full of it...