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Submitted by Smellissa on Thu, 02/12/2015 - 9:43am

SD13 had one of her fits last night. This is the worst one she's had in the new apartment. She was yelling at the top of her lungs in the parking lot, calling me a fucking whore, a bitch, a God damned slut and a cunt. The neighbors called the apartment manager, who called me. Let's see how long we last at this apartment. Sad (she keeps screaming that she wants us to get evicted)

this is too hard!!!!

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Submitted by Smellissa on Tue, 12/16/2014 - 8:27am

Since we've moved in with my sister, Sd13's fits have gotten worse and worse. We've had to call the police on her for running away, or attacking people three times. She's tried to push me down the stairs, threatened to hit and kick my pregnant niece, and tried to kick niece's boyfriend in the boy parts.

SD has my arms town up with mail marks. Twice, I've been attached by sisters dog, when SD sicked her on me. And it just keeps getting worse.

this is too hard!!!!

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Submitted by Smellissa on Tue, 12/16/2014 - 8:27am

Since we've moved in with my sister, Sd13's fits have gotten worse and worse. We've had to call the police on her for running away, or attacking people three times. She's tried to push me down the stairs, threatened to hit and kick my pregnant niece, and tried to kick niece's boyfriend in the boy parts.

SD has my arms town up with mail marks. Twice, I've been attached by sisters dog, when SD sicked her on me. And it just keeps getting worse.

I've lost everything

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Submitted by Smellissa on Wed, 11/05/2014 - 2:38pm

Sd13 had a fit this weekend. She hit, bit, kicked and pushed me down on top of her sister. This lasted for three days, then hubby and I took her to children's.

She made false allegations that Hubby and I had sex in front of her. They told us that they would have to involve cps. Hubby went back to my house to help me clean up.

On the topic of religion.. looking for helpful information from both Christians and Nonchristians

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Submitted by Smellissa on Thu, 10/16/2014 - 6:56pm

First let me warn you guys that I won't be reading and replying to your responses until tomorrow.. Second, please don't use my post as some kind of jumping off point to an argument on religion. I've never witnessed that here (because most of you are mature adults) but I just want to make sure.

Okay then, both SDs had a conversation with Cousin yesterday about witchcraft and psychics. SD13 ran inside and asked me "Mom, am I allowed to become a witch?"... Urm...

O/T FIL's funeral, last week

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Submitted by Smellissa on Wed, 10/15/2014 - 7:13am

I wanted to tell you all about FIL's funeral that happened last week, to. First, I have to explain that MIL died on June 6th of last year.

Hubby and I had her cremated, and we kept her ashes in the box that the funeral home gave us, on a shelf in my living room. Having her ashes here was kind of cool, to. First of all, when SD15 came back to us, it gave her comfort that MIL's ashes were still here. Also, we had some weird things happen around my house, and all of us found comfort thinking that MIL was letting us know that she was still here.

<3 Thank you! <3

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Submitted by Smellissa on Wed, 10/15/2014 - 6:32am

I just wanted to thank everyone who has reached out to me, and offered me words of encouragement of the last little while! You guys have no idea how much I appreciate it! It feels good to know that I'm not alone, and that there are so many people I can ask for advice, and who offer me some support.

I feel really guilty that I didn't answer everyone who replied to my last post. I hope you all see this! I've had a headache (I'm thinking due to stress?) and so I have been sleeping a lot, between bouts of doing what I need to to take care of the girls.

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