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BM explains that they used to be a family

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Submitted by sm-ing on Tue, 02/15/2011 - 7:45pm

SD4 said, "mommy told me her and daddy used to live together." She goes on to say that her mom told her I didn't always live with daddy. BM told her the three of them use to live together and they were a family. She ends this conversation by saying in the saddest little voice, "I wish we could do that again sometime."

I told her no matter where they live they both love her very very much and we left it at that. But inside I was shocked.

exhausted

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Submitted by sm-ing on Sun, 02/13/2011 - 6:45pm

This has been a really exhausting skid week.

SO is mad at me, he says I'm in a bad mood today. And he's right. I am in a bad mood. I feel like this whole week I've catered to everyone, including him. He's had his head in his work or his computer or his Ipad all week, including this weekend. It doesn't bother me when it's just the two of us, but when we have SD I get emotionally exhausted and I just need more from him.