Maybe I'm being childish. You all can tell me if you'd like

BM just got back Monday from Bahamas. She was gone for 8 days. So, as the weekends go, we had the weekend before she left "off" and weekend she was gone "on". No problem I guess. Except that our off weekend was spent carting SS15 around for sports and having him at our place because he didn't want to bother BM for a ride or be at BMs alone without food and cable. (Yes yes she's a real winner)

SO is a lying POS and I honestly feel I really do hate him. The manipulations are making me feel absolutely crazy!

SS21 has been clean since he went to jail, so about 1 year. Can't keep a steady living situation, girlfriend or job, but apparently no drugs. So we assume as that's what he's been saying. Okay whatever, I have no reason not to believe him.

I did something last night I never ever do. Ever. I snooped through SO's phone while he was in the shower. Not looking for websites or links or some sort of hints that he's cheating. I knew what I was looking for and went straight to his conversation with his Ex wife. SO and I have a lot of trust issues regarding their "relationship" and something he wouldn't tell me last week sparked my curiosity.

SS20 JUST got his phone back from BM approximately 6 hours ago now (which was THE dumbest thing she may have done to date thus far) and in that time disappeared for over 2 hours ... where did he go?

Well his first response to daddy's texts were "walked to the gas station to get some air and something to eat" ... to which SO responded by driving to said gas station to find no sign of SS. SHOCKER. SO proceeded to text SS to which he got not further replies.