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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Thu, 07/12/2018 - 8:12am

The kids and i are at my moms(mom swung by with a car seat for little guy) as far as what is going on it seems calm. I only talked to h before i left and quick texts to update him on our children nothing else. He wasnt always like this not at all we have been together for almost 4 years. And only this year has he been this way...maybe it was burried who knows. All i know is i cant just sit by and let him treat our kids like dirt...who screams at a two year old? ..im trying to figure out what to do now.

Welp...that escalated quickly(long one)

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Tue, 07/10/2018 - 9:25pm

So..this morning is supposed to be drop off day H drops him off goes to cdl class and of course talks with bm...he without telling me at all decides tp do her a favor and bring him home with him again tonight! All the little things of this super extended visit just kept piling up (all the fights lack of discipline but the insistence that i dont discipline the two year olds enough etc) and SNAP there goes my sanity that was hanging by a thread.

Denial is NOT a river in Egypt! [Rant]

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Mon, 07/09/2018 - 5:39pm

Again extended skid weekend without my knowledge and of course the second my back is turned he's back to stealing (lets just call it what it is shall we) his baby brothers toys and hiding them just so they cant play with them....and then he starts doing dangerous jumping on to a glass coffee table (i spank and yell at my own toddlers for trying to do that) so anyway i tell dh *hey skid is jumping on and off the table* He keeps doing it over and over until i finally rip the xbox powercord out of the socket and i scream at dh *HES JUMPIMG ON OUR FURNITURE YOU HANDLE THIS AND HANDLE IT NOW!* a

No please no! [Ot]

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Fri, 07/06/2018 - 8:53pm

Does anyone else HATE the damn finger family?! My kids (skid included in fact he is the one who showed my kids) these damn youtube videos they have every version imaginable and it just goes on and on constant loop! I hate the finger family more than any other annoying children video (yes including baby shark) i miss the days when youtube wasnt a thing

Depression and possibly anxiety? Ot

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Fri, 06/22/2018 - 1:49pm

Lately i just cant fet excited about things anymore..cooking/baking,painting my nails...the twins turning two today...every feeling just feels lile "meh" or sadness....then theres the skid weeks and weekends where iam.constantly anxious cuz i know at some point dh and i will fight for something stupid...and its just really hard to even figure out "what is the matter with me" as dh so kindly put it  

You cannot care more than birth parents ot

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Fri, 06/15/2018 - 12:29pm

I hear the words alot and I know I should heed the advice...and it' just so darn hard to accept that. I want so much more for skid. I want him to grow up and be a successful adult with normal social interactions. And it hurts to see that it might not even happen because of how he is being parented. 

Better luck next time

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Thu, 06/14/2018 - 9:01am

Well, after a super long couple of weeks skid is with his mom for a few days (just enough time to throw off the rules and how to treat people talk) twins have bruises from being shoved down by him while he steals their toys (forced dh to see what he does for himself and correct it) yet I know when he comes back it' all going out the window..I'm tired of waking up for skid at five in the morning every morning...i don' know how else to tell dh I just dondont want to do it anymore...once he is your get wakes up my Littles then everyone besides dh is up for the day...any suggestions? 

Ashamed and embarassed!(long long ot)

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Sat, 06/09/2018 - 8:57pm

After possibly the worst day with stepson yet.... (post details after the demon goes to sleep) dh is on the phone with his sister  (super judgmental always right and has never had a money struggle in her life) skid yells as loud as he possibly can so that B can hear kmommys food stamps need to come in now iam HUNGRY and there's no food here!

Things I wish I could say to hcbm ot

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Submitted by Kmommyof388 on Thu, 06/07/2018 - 9:16am

Your marriage didn' work out...mainly because you can' make a hoe a housewife...secondly stop ruining your kid by telling him he's a baby and can' do it (all things by himself) third just some advice YOU CAN' LIVE A KARTRASHIAN LIFESTYLE ON A DIME STORE HOE BUDGET!

that is all I apologize for the potty mouth she is just so infuriating 

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