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I'm free, except for the nightmares.

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Oct is National ADD Awareness month, which will probably make me feel weird for the rest of my life because of M. I broke up with M in the beginning of June. I still hadn't found an apt with my two friends so I had no where to go yet but it just fell out of my mouth on our drive home after we met up for a lunch downtown. He asked me where I was planning on moving and I told him not to worry about it. He asked, "Are you breaking up with me?" I said, "Yes."

Apparently I'm 2nd class

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Grab a glass of wine or a good beer. I was told tonight that after being together 3 1/2 years that I'm not, nor will I ever be equal to his children. I told him two years ago that if he wants an adult, intimate relationship with someone, you don't put that person 2nd. Is their mother the only person he doesn't put 2nd then? Since it's a matter of 'my children come before you.' Is she the only woman who doesn't come second just cuz she birthed your children? That's MESSED UP!

I'm so tired of this

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After almost 3 and half years I have went from hopefully cautious to just freaking disgusted and fed up. I wish almost, that I would have never given him a chance and went on that first date. I thought it would be fine - of course, I never ever ever planned or wanted to live with him and didn't think I'd have to.