I found out this week that now 3 of my 5 closest friends are pregnant. Of the two left, one is talking about having a baby next year and the other just celebrated her daughters 1st birthday. So I've had babies on the brain lately. FDH had talked about the possibility of having a baby when we first got together, I said I wasn't sure if I wanted one, he said he would rather not, since he has three and had a vasectomy (this is why we talked about it in the begining), but that he would if I really wanted to. Fast forward two years and I'm wondering, do I want a child?

So we finally got the skids this weekend after being refused to see them for three weekends. This is only because BM2 had plans and so we were convenient baby sitters. So, SD7 gets in the truck with FDH and they start heading to our house and she says "Daddy, I want to share my feelings with you". So of course FDH says go ahead, you can do it right now.

So, we have not seen SS5 and SD7 since BM2 flipped her lid two weeks ago because I'm such a selfish bitch for needing to work on my education and career (see previous blog post for that story). But we have been able to see SD9. In fact we picked her up on Monday and took her swimming, where we got some scary information........