well, the other night i was really overcome with missing sd , before she got the attitude and things got out of control.
We would have girly nights... face masks , painting nails , movies and of course the chocky... i was really suddenly hit that it was over.
I decided to dont know if a good idea, to email her , not telling her off or nothing just appealing to maybe her memories of when she did enjoy herself here. And saying how much i loved her and that she must of only recently because she gave the most beautiful mothers day card in may. Asking her to meet us half way and come for tea or to hang out . To get the arkwardness out maybe ( i know it wouldnt happen over night ) but to maybe have at least peace as we have some family events coming up and would like her there. She hasnt responded! i'm hurt but i knew it was a long shot too. the woman she is living with and her bm would have picked at my letter and said i had motive! The only motive i would like is some peace fire. I know of been angry in the blogs and i'm hurt buy what she said but i know its not her talking!
We saw her that morning she actually left me to last to say hi, our kids were very unsure of what to do, as she has changed her apperance(tart) ... i asked her to chack her email so she must of checked by now. Just have to wait and see if not at least i gave it another shot. Wish the woman & bm would not interfer!