I know I should have left. Theres A story behind that. Which sums up to me not having the courage anywho. Tomorrow's valentine's day and it's my stepdaughter's birthday of course. It would have been a great day for me and my SO to reconnect and dwell on the positive things in our relationship. Which we need badly we have been running crazy to open this business we went from sex about 5-6 times a week to a 30 second quickie one time a week. So tomorrow we are going to a kids place. I bought by SO 4 tie sets that have the pocket napkins and cuff links Tommy Hilfiger suit pants a belt and 2 packs of dress socks. With money I was suprised he gave me 2 weeks ago...I saved just to buy him something. I bet 1 million dollars he has not gotten me a thing when we go to s gas station tomorrow he will come out with some cheap vday basket a crackhead is selling. I bought lingere with wishful thinking but we will wind up arguing b4 the night is over because I'll have an attitude that he did not think of me and his last minute gestures he will feel unappreciated and we will go to bed mad at each other. Eh happy vday! At least my stepdaughter will enjoy her day she's his favorite child he tells her and me all the time. None of the other kids got to have a party. But I bet he will make this day magnificent for his precious jewel.