So I should be thrilled... my sdaughter14 is in a theraputic home...she is finally out of the home and has been since the end of July. She has acted up quite a bit there too. She is supposed to be working on a relationship with me that is what the therapist said to me. she is supposed to talk to me weekley. I say to her do not call on wednesdays i cannot answer it I will be at work. So she picks two days a week that she can call Mondays and Wednesdays. Every Monday she calls her MEME. not me. Im doing my best to have a relationship! I send her a letter once a week. go to family counsling when i can. this week i could not go no sitter for the other kids. she knows it upsets me we discussed it last week that she didn't call. she did it again!!! I even sat down with my 2 and 4 year old to color pictures for their sissy i wrote her a letter which her dad would not even participate in. Its bull shit i just want to cry. i want things to be better. i don't know how to let it go! how do i not try? what does not try intail? how can i keep from getting hurt from a child! and immature one who sure as hell knows what she is doing? do i just divorce becuase eventuall within the next 3 months she will be comming home. im not doing this again and again . i can't do i get on freakin depression meds becuase ive been pushed to the limit! i cant do this! i cant. i literally just looked for two hours at quotes on love. beucase i love her and she does not love me. you would think i could handle this im 26 for heavens sake. parts of me don't want to be here anymore? how do i stop letting this get to me!!!!