just realized I'm 6 weeks pregnant. Dh is less than excited. Its so sad to me because I feel like im alone and even at fault here... He's so worried about money...which believe me I feel the stress! But it's like he wants to take out the frustration on me. Actually this time he is 75% better. We actually went through this in Novemeber 2010, ended in a heart breaking miscarriage. Again an unexpected pregnancy...and DH was livid, not necessarily at me, but I was the only one to take the brunt of his reaction. He's been struggling with Lyme Disease for 2 years so it's been a rough time for us. But the thing that gets me in the end is that he says he feels bad for his daughters, who only live with us 50% of the time, where as my daughter is with us 100%. He thinks his girls will feel like we have pushed them out of the family by welcoming a new baby.....?????? I think this is crazy. I think that is exactly what BM will try to make them believe. I tell him we have to present this as a wonderful thing that will bring us together even more (at least im hoping and praying it does). Ive tried to reassure him that as loving parents I think we're pretty capable to love more than 1 or 2, 3 ,4 ,5 children. He has this serious guilt complex about his divorce and BM has grinded it in to him that he is never doing enough for his kids. (just cuz she can buy them the world & we cant, doesnt mean we are not providing what they actually NEED vs. WANT) I hate this so much! Anyway, I'm prego, and kinda freakin out.