About 4/5 yrs. ago I wanted to have another baby, but hubby want not ready. We had been dating for about 5year ( we were not married yet ) when I started bring up the conversation about have a baby together. At the time my daughter was 12 yrs old and my skids were 7 and 5. Hubby would always say thing like babies are to expensive , what about college, I rather we travel etc..... hubby knew that this was very important to me. I made it clear that I wanted to have a baby before the age of 34 and want to conceive in July or August. I’ve told him that he is mean for not giving me a child and that he has broken my heart. Well that was then...
I am 35 years old and I am not ready to have a baby. No I’m not pregnant! But hubby is saying that this is our year. Don’t get me wrong if I were to get pregnant I would be very happy. I just don’t feel like I did back then. My BD is 16 yrs old. She has 1 more year of high school and then off to college. I love the idea that one day soon hubby and I will be able to travel with out any worries.
My biggest worry is :
Does hubby really want a baby? Or is he just doing this for me?
He also told me he would love to adopt BD and that he would wait for her to turn 18. I was very happy to hear this... what do you think? Am I being silly ...