I thought I was alone. The first time I ever met my husbands ex she was standing on her friends porch in a very tiny two piece bikini. Wow! Why would you do that if you knew yor ex and his girlfriend were coming to pick up your kids. She hated me before she met me. Grant it I'm not an open book when I met people but when I heard some things she said I thought about heading for the hills and I still think maybe I should have four years ago. I know she was jealous of my relationship with her ex but she's the one that was with someone else. She should be happy. I loved her kids from day one and I struggle with my husband and his family loving my kids from a previous marriage.

I feel so sad for my kids. We have one together and two from previous marriages. She has bad mouthed my kids from the start. I feel very resentful towards my husband and his family. I know my husband is doing a better job, but I'm so hurt that he didn't stick up for us that I'm not sure I will ever let it go.

His family does not want to spend time with my kids youngest included but will with his kids from first marriage. When my kids ask about spending time with them they blow them off. They don't buy them as many gifts at Christmas. There are days I want to take my kids and leave.
I moved in with him and sold my house.

I guess I kinda hate them all. Yes I'm a bit jealous my kids are less loved. There bio dad does not see them. I sometimes don't want his kids over cause I'm the one who has to watch them all. I buy his kids everything the need for our home. Food clothes birthday gifts Christmas gifts etc.

My husband might be right I might never get over the resentment I have.