Why are some days easier than others? Why can't they all be easy!!? I find myself asking if Facebook is really a good thing in my life. I started out "friending" my step-daughter's mother and her bf...but then it just seemed a little too close for comfort, so I "blocked" them both!! I didn't care to hear all of the wonderful things happening in her life and with her business, and how much she loves her bf.....i just couldn't hear it anymore! This is embarassing to admit, but I still from time to time, get on my sister's page and look them up! Just to see if any major announcements have happened, really I'm just being nosy! But then I find myself spiraling into a depression. Then I just get angry. We all know that no one puts anything bad about themselves on FB...so it's not realistic that someone has a perfect life, but it still does a pretty good job at making me feel like crap. Why do I care so much about what his ex is doing?? I feel crazy for getting so upset over her happiness. I don't know if it will ever stop. She is due to get married June of 2012...and it is just an iminent(sp) storm waiting to happen. We never married, but we've been together for 11 years. So to watch/hear all of this happen in front of me.....i'm not sure how much I will be able to take! It sounds terrible and horrible and I'm only saying this bec I'm anonymous....but I want something to go wrong in her life! I want her and her perfect bf to have something difficult to deal with. It's terrible to wish unhappiness in someone's life, but that's the only way I feel. I'm tired of hearing all of the wonderful things going on in her life....when i'm having trouble finding happiness in mine...:(