Well last night is the first time I have seen any of the kids.Since the oldest and youngest said what they said. The only one who acted the same was the middle child Nataly. The little boy started to act the same after a while.It was at his boyscouts banquent and you know it felt like when I first started dating him. I do not like that feeling.The oldest (the one who started this shit) kept walking by me and smiling, ha I am not sure what she is smiling about she is going to be real sad come Saturday and my hubby may want to divorce me but you know I will be ok I will live,if he decides to leave F*CK HIM! Ya it is going to hurt but you know I made it through a four year relationship where I got beat everyday and at this moment I am not sure which is worse knowing that I am going to beat or not knowing if my husband who is suppose to put me first is going to leave? It seems I am the only one who is going to be hurt but I AM NOT going to sit in that room and be broke down by a fifteen year old who seems to me that after five years she has developed (what?) a jealous bone,mommy being hurt,wanting mom and dad back together,or even not liking me. I had no clue what to say to her or her mom last night,when she smiled her ha ha grin I smiled mine back. I did not tell my husband cause it would have been (she did not know what to say either) he needs to realize that his baby is no longer a baby and she knows exactly what she is doing. I am so tired of playing last to him and he will know this tomorrow him and his daughter both..For him to say what he did,it hurt worse then any beaten I have ever got cause I have went out of my way to make sure I did not come between him and his kids. I know what it is like not to have dad around and I also know what it is like not to have mom around either.My dad was a ho dog and my mom worked all the time to make sure we had the things we needed,little do these kids know that they are lucky to have MOM,DAD, and dare I say ME,in their lives.If it was not for me they would not have Christmas more then once...WE get them EVERY WEEKEND unless their mom has PLANS,but yet he wants to say something like that to me? What he needs to do is MAN up,pump his BALLS what ever he does to say the things he says to me, and start saying it to the people who is starting this shit!!! I am so over getting hurt,the way I see it if I am going to be hurt when I am in this marriage then why not be hurt leaving this marriage???