Well Saturday my husband,his oldest and myself will go to counciling. I have a feeling I am going to be the only one crying and the only one hurt. My husband told me the other day that everything will be ok as long as I did not come between him and his kids. I have been with this man and his kids for like five years and I have never came between them,what a screwed up thing to even think much less say...Since his daughter has told him she wished we were never married and simce then the son told him he wanted his mom and dad back together, my husband has not once told me he loved me without me saying it first,I have cried on many occasion with no compassion from him,we can not even talk about it because he either gets mad or he just does not say anything at all.All I want to know is how he is feeling and what he is thinking. Through these five years I have told my husband repeatdily that if he wanted to go back to his exwife to let me know,I will leave and never look back,ha I even told his ex the same thing about a year ago they both said no they did not want each other and now this stuff with the kids,,and he has no feeling what so ever about what is going on.I am so scared about what is going to happen Saturday or even in the future will my husband and I even have a future or will this be the end before it really starts.....?