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Holding back tears

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Submitted by StepMomToBe1925 on Sun, 06/18/2017 - 12:51pm

I've always hidden my emotions and stuffed my feelings. I am a child of divorce which both parents re-married. The life I live now, with my fiance and his two kids is very stressful. I don't have the means to leave and don't know for sure if I should. I have this connection with him that runs deep and I love him so much. He has his flaws, but he had a very rough life before me. He is pretty much an over grown child, but has a heart of gold, a good sense of humor, can cook like a champ, he is strong, and is a damaged soul.

Step-daughter and stupid questions

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Submitted by StepMomToBe1925 on Sat, 06/17/2017 - 8:24pm

My soon to be SD forces me into hiding. I'm a late sleeper...she wakes up at 7AM everyday and it is without fail that she comes knocking on our door to ask "Can I have some water?". She knows there is no need to ask for it, but does anyway. I think it's for attention, but I can not be sure. As I type this, I'm on the toilet. The only place where I can escape. Even though, she still manages to knock on the bathroom door if she wants to bother me bad enough. Her father and I have told her time again to not wake us up unless someone is bleeding or dying. It does not stop her.