I started disengaging today, and honestly i was worried. i tired not to think about it. i did as planed this morning and just studied for my upcoming test at school until the monster was out of school, i picked her up. Drove home, put on my head phones and deep cleaned the kitchen. i could tell she didn't like it that i wasn't giving all my attention to her but i really didn't care she wasn't in any danger or causing and harm so i feel good about my choice

HD was home shortly and dealt with her as i wasn't there, it was AMAZING! i didn't do homework with her and i didn't get frustrated.

I fixed my self some dinner and left for class.

I totally rocked my text, completed with full confidence and 45 minutes to spare.

She is sleeping now and DH and i are going to watch a movie and relax.

today was a good day Today was an accomplished day.