Ok so this is not about my kids persay. Its about my poor dog who i have had since she was born 5 years ago and she is my little girl as far as im concerned. So this morning I get this call from my mom, who has my pup because of a massive neighborhood infestation of ticks, telling me that mine and her dog were out back playing like normal. Well her dog got a little to ruff and got my pups leg. Her dog is 5 years older than mine and starting to go blind, so its no surprise she didnt see how close she got. She split my pups back leg about 10 inches.

Well I found out a few months ago I am expecting my #2 and dh #3. We told ss5 he was so excited but does not want another brother he has three brothers already between bm and us. So he dais no boys just a sister. With everything that happened over the last three weeks. We were not all that excited until the day the ultra sound was about seeing our new little one and finding out what baby was. We have everything picked out for a girl. name, new things that we had lent people that didnt give it back or are still using. Everything. Well its a boy.

So my son wont nap, wont sleep and it is driving me nuts. He refuses to nap. And when i swaddle him to put him down he screams like someone is killing him. He is being so difficult. He kicks and screams. I cant have him kicking and screaming like that. The neighbors are going to call cps and im scared he might kick me hard enough we may lose the baby im caring. He is 11 months old. I dont know what else to do and on top of that we are going to start winging him off the bottle soon and most times thats the only thing I can do to get him to bed.

So we can't make it this year to ss birthday. Dh has to work and he is our only source of income so for him to take off a few days we may as well not eat for as week. But we ordered bday gifts online and sent them to him. I'm just wondering if she is going to give then to him. And if she does, is she going to tell him they are from us. Hmm.