}:) I loathe skid wknds, I caved Friday and had them come by a bit, only becuz my bios asked me to. My oldest bs12 had his friend "break up" with him never seen him cry so much ahhhh he just had to see sd to talk. It was more of the same, she started egging them to play tag and run around At movie time, went in my room to grab a pillow and the big couch. Then bf gets her MY fav blanket when he knows there are tons in boys room, I grabbed it back and said nobody uses but me, she argued for 5 min and bf at least backed me up. Then yesterday I realize I only have 40$ to my name becuz they just now put the bios basktbl check so no thxgiving for us, I'm so stressed!! I told him would not go to sd game , of course she had two games sat and he called me know and he's at another gAme! I hate that I totally loose him every wknd to her crap bm signs her up for on purpose!!

I miss him and feel totally alone and abandoned!! I have so much going on emotionally with the issue at my moms house, the shooting I saw, being broke, stress at work my ex cxld the two days with the boys so tomorrow I have to leave them alone all day! Her bray is Monday, she's staying till wed but I'm guessing will be to Friday. He used to come over of there was visits he didn't agree to with bm and have her stay with his parents, he doesn't anymore, I totally loose him to sd. In every way lately. I'm loosing him I miss him and I can't deal with having her here. I hate this!!!