DH & I have decided that I will head back north to where my family and kids are. Living the southern California way was really nice, different & I learned a new love: surfing. My SSx3 are back in NC with their ostrich head burying in the sand mother and I am on my way home. I've spent the last 8 weeks in turmoil as I've discovered not such nice things about DH; I have a new found respect for my DS25's SM, and I've met some of the most insightful, caring people who are humorous, stressed & in my mind & heart? You've become people who I shared my world with. Every time I wanted to scream at DH or SS13? I came on here, I read, I commented & I cheered you on and clucked my head when I read sadness or frustration.
Part of me wanted to run. Part of me thought I was losing my mind and thought for sure I was A: pregnant or B: starting menopause C: I needed to be medicated for something.
Well, it turns out my thyroid decided that it wasn't going to function correctly and now I'm on meds. Its going to take at least a month to regulate my hormones and mood swings, but at least it makes sense as to my madness. But I am so grateful for you all; and this site. I don't know if I'm going to be logging on once I get up there, don't know if we have internet there..but I do have my dogs & lovely turtle. Can't wait to see them all & be amongst those I hold dearest to me.
So I wish you all a lovely weekend. Perhaps I'll check in once I get up north.