Today has been a rough day to say the least. My SS,7, is at that age where he tries to be cool like a big kid, but is still throwing tantrums like a toddler. I am 6 months pregnant and really struggling being around him. I feel like a horrible person for feeling the way I do about him, but I can't help it. On days we have him I end up spending most of my time in my bedroom alone. There are times when he talks that I just cringe and my whole body physically hurts. I feel like there is something wrong with me, this feeling has only gotten worse since I have been pregnant.