Hi....I have been lurking for several weeks now. This board is amazing and I am so glad I found it. It helps me so much. I am at the end of my rope. O am so unhappy, I find myself doing spiteful things to my DH and I am ashamed of myself. I know he loves me and I love him. Some background...we are now in our late 30's. We met when I was 15 he was 17...first love lasted 5 yrs. Split up...he married...had two kids...I partied, dated...had a blast...zoom ahead 10 yrs....his brother contacts me...my DH was getting divorced from his wife and was I available? Of Course!!!