Me and my partner haven't spoken since yesterday afternoon because in a row I again told him how I felt. Am I meant to just put up with this awlful feeling of not being able to Bond with my SS4 forever ??? Will it ever get better, I know every situation is different but it seems to me like its the same for most on here, if your a step mum your the wicked step mother. He's only 4 its going to get so much worse !!!! I just wana run away with my baby and start again somewhere new