Sometimes I feel like I have no say in anythin in my life. Skids are coming this weekend. They are bringing friends. Sometimes I think I atleast should be asked. Hey do you think we can afford to feed 4 kids this weekend. But I guess non of that really matters. Skids want to go to church with BM's mom and DH wants skids to see his family. So he is packing up and going to stay with his mom this weekend. Yes of course he asked me to go but seriously I don't want to go to his mothers for the entire weekend. And honestly I am irritated that he would consider doing that. I know we go over there on weekends but staying the damn night Friday and Saturday... all so skids can spend time with BM's mother? Since when are we using OUR time with Skids to give to bitchface's parents? Hell she tried to say in court skids couldn't even be with DH parents. I just don't get DH way of thinking. But I decided I will take this weekend and enjoy it. I am also going out of town next week for work so DH will not see me after today until Thursday and to think he is just ok with that is infuriating for me. I have so much thinking to do. Looks like I will get my "time" and you can bet I will enjoy ever second of it. I hope he does too.