Update on my SS13
First thank you so much for all the prayers. He does not have to have surgery. I am so thankful. So very thankful. He is still in the hospital but no surgery. He will get to go home hopefully this weekend. I'm just so thankful.
I also discovered that I was right about why I wasn't allowed there. SD17 was with SO the entire time. Which of course means I'm not allowed around. He came home yesterday because he has no paid time off. BM is staying with SS13 the next few days while he is in the hospital.
I am still very angry and did not hold back when SO waltzed right into the house. He finally told me he had slept in the chair at the hospital so he wasn't at BM's house the entire time. He also tried telling me about SD17. I cut him short. I don't care. It's really that simple. I care about SS13 and all that I care about is he is ok.
Would you believe SO attempted relations last night? Are you freaken kidding me right now?
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Yes. After the January fight
Yes. After the January fight with her. I have decided I want nothing to do with her. I will not be disrespected anymore by her nasty comments. As I type that I realize he is disrespecting me by not communicating with me while he is with her. I don't know what to do. I feel trapped. If I disengage I'm screwed. If I keep putting myself in situations that she is in and I get treated like crap my heart gets hurt. This is a no win for me all around. If I stay I'm screwed if I leave I'm heart broken. He told me " i love you" last night. My response was, "when its convenient for you." He got mad. I said am I wrong? He says YES. I said well you don't show that very well. I said, "am I family part time or family all the time?" he said, "you are family all the time." I laughed. I said no when it's convenient I am family. And he gave me the "yep" which is the one word we DO not say. Because it basically means you are angry without saying why. I didn't say anything more because he gets the deer in the headlights don't know what to say run and tuck your tail look.
BM has been acting weird the past few months. With late texts.... and now she is leaving her BF of 4 years and moving home. That's all I could think about as my SO was trying to get his freak on with me. My deranged thought process was, "you spent three days with your ex and you come home and want sex." well "F" NO!