Thanks for all of you comments on my other blog.  I realize some newer members think I'm young, new at this, and dependant on DSO financially. This is why I never got married.

My Momma taught me to not lean on a man.   That is a driving factor for DSO.  I DO NOT NEED HIM.   I can survive without him and there are men that would jump in his spot with a lot less baggage.

DSO dumped the Asshole at SDs little tiny apartment as his brother didn't want to deal with the mess.  I'm thinking it won't last 48 hours as SD has rules and SS doesn't like rules.

SD lives outside of town.  She has a roommate but the place is very tiny and she only has a futon as a couch.  Again, SS has no way to look for a job or to get back and forth if he would get one.

DSO got home about 8pm last nite.  Started crying again bc Asshole looks terrible and wasn't eating bc he was couch surfing...I'm still betting the kid is doing meth but unless it comes out in a drug test at the jail, I'm just making assumptions.

I was blissfully playing with my GDD6.5 and I didn't even miss or care he was spending hours running to bring the baby boy back to town and dump HIS responsibility off to someone else so he doesn't have to suffer.

We have a lot of plans this weekend.  I can bet DSO will have to run his baby boy here and there and take him things or even move him somewhere else.  I'll go and enjoy myself since some of it is my family stuff but he loves my family so he won't be happy to miss it.

My head and heart are not on the same page right now.  We do have a 15 year relationship with all the crap that comes with it but IDK if my heart is ready to go thru the stress of that Asshole again.