Hi I am new to this whole blog thing. I decided to turn here for help with others who may be going through similar issues. I've tried counseling but hard to meet with someone only once a week for an hour and try to get all my issues out and my family and friends lack there of, aren't really much help. So here's my story/current dellima, my husband passed in 2020 we were a blended family of 10 (8 kids and us 2 adults) crazy right, anyways we didn't not have kids together so when he passed I stopped hearing from his kids due to drama with his baby mother's.

My husband of 5 years (been together 7) has three boys. Ages are 13,16, and 19. They aren't terrible kids and, for that, I know I'm lucky.